Thursday, December 27, 2007


I hate hurting people.  Most of the time.  I will admit that there have been times in my life that I have enjoyed it, but for the most part I hate hurting people.  I don't mean to sound as though I do it often, but there are times when it is unavoidable.  Tonight was one of those nights.   Don-e and I were given the possibility of an amazing opportunity today.  One that I can not go into detail yet, but if it does happen, it will be amazing for us, our family, and the rest of our life.  But taking advantage of this opportunity will hurt someone.  I should say sometwo.  And these are two people who mean very much to us.  And this pain is one that we can not prevent.  But tonight when we told them about it they cried.  And even sitting here thinking about it hurts my heart.  It makes me sick to my stomach even.  And I hate it.  Maybe what we did tonight will have all been for nothing.  It was a conversation to prepare these people for something that might happen that would hurt them, and it isn't for sure that it will happen at all.  So maybe tonight was all for nothing.  But if it wasn't, wonderful anonymous people, please know that no matter what, no matter where, you are un-replaceable to us. 

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